Fakhirah Robbani

(Situation: Rainy Hard, My Heart: Lemah/Futur) I remember this lyrics... Try to back my strengthT_T *** Everytime you feel like you cannot go on You feel so lost That your so alone All you is see is night And darkness all around You feel so helpless You can`t see which way to go Don`t despair and never loose hope Cause Allah is always by your side

Source: gracetravelling.blogspot.com Lihat kotak amal, itu tempat terakhir pegangan saya. >_<  Sepenggal kisah pas lagi penelitian ngumpulin data di Roti Unyil Venus. Mau wawancara yang punya nih ceritanya. Kejadian itu dua hari sebelum puasa. Nggak ada yang istimewa dan bukan kejadian yang membanggakan sih. Tapi memalukan. Hho.. Yah berikut kisahnya.. *** Tiba-tiba pandanganku mengabur dan gelap. Hanya suara yang aku dengar. “Pokoknya jangan hari Sabtu dan Minggu ya...” suara di depanku semakin lirih terdengar. Perutku mual, kakiku serasa kesemutan dan goyah untuk menopang badanku.

"Life stops for no one, so be what you and Allah wanna be, not what others wanna see."    

This story happened when I was doing my Biology task. Like another 12th grade student, I must do an experiment of the effect of growth factors, internal or external factor. As my assigment I took the water effect of greenpeal growth and development. Long day, I though mostly of my friend took the same factor too. It was so common. So, I had an idea to add another factor. That was ‘water character’. So, my focus developed  to the topic ‘ The Influence of water characteristization to greenpeal seed (Phaseolus radiatus L) growth’. Pengaruh air berkarakter terhadap pertumbuhan biji kacang hijau.

  Dek fakhi, gimana yg kelas 12. Udah nentuin langkah studi selanjutnya? = Waalaikum salam, afwan baru boleh bales mas. Belum. ·          Afw, baru bales. Habis sholat barusan. Loh kok belum. Beneran belum ada nih? Padahal biasanya lagi galau2nya.  =Biologi ugm gimana? ·          Wah gimana ya? Nggak tahu saya.  =Hufh... ·          Oo, pengen ngambil biologi ta?  =Ga tahu, ga jelas deh. Masih meraba-raba. Situ mah seru udah punya pilihan mau kemana dari dulu.

#Hari ke-3 The Winner Is.. Agenda hari ke-3 adalah yang terpadat karena sampai malam nonstop. Sebagai berikut : 07.00 Finalis harus sudah siap untuk dijemput kembali  ke LIPI 08.00-09.00 Finalis menjaga stand pamerannya. 09.00-13.00 Audiensi ke kampus STIE Bumi Putera 1920 13.00-16.00 Seminar HAKI (Hak Kekayaan Intelektual) 17.00-18.00 Gladi Malam Penganugrahan 19.00-21.00 Malam Penganugrahan 22.00-23.00 Kembali Ke Hotel.

Fighting Time Finalis harus sudah siap jam 7 pagi untuk kembali ke Gedung Lipi. Agenda hari ini adalah sebagai berikut : 06.00-07.00 Finalis LKIR, PPRI, LKIG makan pagi di hotel. 07.00-08.00 Finalis dalam perjalanan menuju LIPI. 08.00-09.00 Finalis menunggui pamerannya Karya Ilmiahnya. 09.00-11.00 Pembukaan di Auditorium lantai 2 LIPI. 11.00-17.00 Perlombaan 17.00-19.00 Finalis pulang ke Hotel masing-masing. 19.00 Resting time.

#Hari ke-1 BIKIN PANITIA RICUH 12.00-17.00 Final ? Whoah.... siapa yang bakal nyangka bakal masuk final? Nggak ada yang nyangka sih...

Lubang Maut /Bidadari? Lubang ini nggak istimewa sih, biasa aja. Tapi, bisa dibilang istimewa juga karena bisa membawa berkah atau bencana (nah lo?). Begini ceritanya...

“What are you doing after graduation?” ***  Are you last year senior high school student? And at few months later, you will graduate from school? Good... Are many people begin ask you ‘a same bored question’?  But when time passed, the question become too frequent...

“brave without preparation is nothing, preparation without braveness is nothing.   ” (Mr. Muhibuddin@Sept,14 2011)

Holaa... Do you wanna be a teenpreneur? That’s cool... Coz I do...hho (modus)  

Fyuuh... Latterly, the topics about colleges are being trending topics in my class. And again, some peculiar feeling comes to me when many friends ask the same question over-over and over. Well, I don’t push away about ‘going to college’ idea. But it’s confusing me. If colleges is in my future, mean that I need to plan.

Mulai untuk berpura-pura *** Saat itu, saya sedang lengang duduk-duduk di salah satu kelas kosong. Sambil menikmati aroma hujan dan suara guntur menggelegar di luar.

Let them drive away your fears Where must you go Their arms stay open wide Child you dont know You'll never know how far they'd go To give you all their love can give To see you through and God it's true... They'd die for you, if they must, to see you live Child you don't know You'll never know how far they' go Missing home badly, -________________-    ------->  T_______________T  Bogor, 12102012

Lil’ Confused Sedikit jujur ... Ada segumpal rasa bingung... Well, saya bingung harus ngomong apa?